Hi Islah,
Thanks for keeping us updated. I guess it is good to have something or someone to focus on other than ourselves sometimes!
I wish you all the best and I hope that when you get a chance to have your blood test that all is well.
Sending you lots of Believe me, when I was actually finally pregnant with my daughter I only ever got a feint line on hpt and even after blood test I didn't actually believe I was pregnant until after my first ultrasound around 7 weeks. I totally understand your hesitation.
Take care and let us know how it all goes!