I know im not pregnant atm as AF is here... so definately no worries, plus i tested a few days before AF and it was neg. Its a pain in the butt.. but guess i have to do it. Its something you cant risk.. and 4 months isnt more important that my baby's life. Everything happens for a reason, maybe there is a reason. And like DH said, its pushing me back to when i originally wanted to stat TTC anyways... so at least now ill know that Jesse will be that bit older, like i wanted him to be, and will be a little bit more independant. I think a 2 year age gap will be good. We still might just be Belly Buddies Jodi!!

Lindsay.. oh glad everythings good for you.