Ok so here is my delima. Dh doesnt have any strong opinions when it comes to ttc #2. I on the other hand am torn.
I would love to have another baby this year, but would also like to get my body into shape. I want our children to be fairly close in age and as we want 3 I figure we should get at it

The other thing that is making me say no is I am worried I wont be able to cope with 2. Dh works long hours and I didnt have alot of support when ds was born.

Maybe we should just stop using protection and see what happens? I cannot beilieve this decsion is so hard to make! My body is ready I think, my heart is definately ready but my brain is undecided.
Sorry if this doesnt make sense I am trying to work it our too

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