Hun, i am in the same with regards to ttc #2. I had PND with DS and still suffer anxiety which i am medicated for, my anxiety is usually quite ok, however each time I start ttc#2 my anxiety goes through the roof and i panick that much that i end up going back on the pill.

I worry that another bub will totally destroy the great life we have as a family of 3. I wory about PND again and anxiety. I worry about bf not working out again, to the point where i dont even want to try bf. I worry about miscariage and still birth. I worry i will have a child with 'issues' and will regret bringing him/her in to the family that was so perfect.

I have been making myself sick wth wory fo the past 2 days and nights t the point where I am almost ready to give up on the idea of another baby all together.

I dont have advice for you at all, just want to let you know that you are not hte only one feeling l;ike this.

I hope you can feel better about ttc#3 XX