I'm afraid that even though I'm replying... I'm not that helpful!
It SOUNDS positive to me - pg-like symptoms. I didn't feel anything different at all during my TWW (although after the fact I know that the weird short-sharp-spontaneous pain I had was implantation, I didn't know what to make of it at the time).

All I really wanted to say was that I really hope all those things that you're feeling are symptoms of a new little soul coming into being and that you get your BFP really soon.

Let us know how you go!