Thanks Nic & Shanti.

Im so OTT emotional today. I've been crying here in my living room for like almost 3 hrs. Im feeling depressed, angry, Im in a bit of pain, I'm stressed out, I know (hope) I'll be ok, but am just over it.

I just can't seem to compose myself. I usually am able to look at things from a different perspective, but this time, I think all this stress has built up to the point where I feel like I am going to explode - and I am ... with tears.

No need to reply - just gotta get out how I feel.