Wishing you heaps and heaps of it's normal to feel nervous and anxious when you are so used to your AF coming along each month, it's devastating every cycle month..... I am sorry it took you a long time to conceive only to have a miscarry thats really sad to hear

I know how you feel with never feeling like its gonna happen..... hang in there, we will get there eventually..... we're still trying for number 1.