Hugs to you, Nurse Dan. I'm not going to get my BFP for years and years, yet that doesn't stop the envy thing that often flashes through my mind when I see another preggie person or children. Focus on the positives - you have a lovely DH, you will have your children and you have this lovely place to get support from. I hate announcements of pregnancies and babies that aren't mine. I'd go and sabotage the condoms right now if I thought I'd have sex at some point in the future that needed condoms.

Throwing babydust over you!