Does anyone else pee on those HPTs and then squint at the little square trying everything in all sorts of different light to find that ever desired second line? I KNOW that you have to be able to see it properly in order to be sure you have a positive (ie standing on your head in the corner of the bathroom where you get both sunlight AND artificial light from the heater light, with one eye partially closed and the other one squinted and you can see a teeny weeny faint faint (almost invisible) line... then it's probably negative) but I just can't HELP praying and hoping and hoping and praying that there will be that second little line there.... IT'S DOING MY HEAD IN!!

We actually DTD at the RIGHT time (I think) this month. I normally have a 4-5 week cycle but I had what I'm coming to recognise to be O pain 3 weeks (11 days ago) into my cycle and we'd actually DTD the night before (and I'd actually you know... the other O'd first too heehee). I was so so excited. But I've done 3 tests. The first one was at 7DPO (I wasn't sure if it was O pain or Implantation pain... or I'm screwing with your head pain so I checked at the 4 week mark) and was a faint faint stand on your head +. Over the day it turned dark dark + so I figured it was a - because I understand the chemical reaction causes it to turn AFTER the allotted 10 mins blah blah. So I did one the following morning and I think that was a -. The one this morning was another stand on your head and squint faint fain shadow line so I'm thinking it's either too early to tell (oh please god please please please) or it's negative and my body's just playing mean. Anyone else suffer this agony? Pregnant eyes (ie "I see false lines" eyes) seriously does my head in.