FTY we started swaying for a boy with DD3 but after 3 pregnancy losses and 2years later and no baby we gave up (we actually gave up at around the 12month mark and just wanted to get pregnant) I didn't have any form of gender disappointment until DD3 was almost 2years old and then the desire to have a son became really strong which I had not ever experienced before. I was so delighted to be expecting a 3rd DD. We are ttc now but I just have this feeling its not going to happen. I'm abit like you in the fact I know my natural diet and body favours girls so when I get pregnant will have to accept the baby will most likely be another DD. Personally I would love another DD so thats not what I am concerned about its the fact that as it will be my last its my last opportunity to have a son. I'm sure I wouldn't have 5 children. I dont get pregnant easily and if and when number 4 comes along regardless of the gender I know that it will be it for various reasons. I could keep having babies as lng as my body will let me but our heads tell us there has to come a point when enough is enough.