butterfly*kisses: "I think you are probably feeling a little down/anxious because of all of the wild changes going on in your body and also the environmental impacts that new bubs have on their mums"
DAMN STRAIGHT... one minute i was happy, the next minute i was flipping out... i'd be perfectly calm and have every explanation under the sun for it and then BAM i was a mess. Thanks for the tip too, DF has taken to give me a massage with lavender oil since and it has worked an absolute treat.

Twin Sister: It was only there for the tiniest bit and i didn't think lochia would come again so 'fresh' IYKWIM... but I have taken it on as a possibility. It also afterwards became like my lochia was as it finished... So, i'd love it if were but it's no big deal as I have my 6wk check Wednesday and i'll get the MP then.

Purplemamma: Oh Someone from my Babybuddies thread suggested it's because we have much more nutritional diets these days and are perhaps more capable of caring for ourselves and babies after birth, so over time we have grown out of our periods needing to be delayed?... IYKWIM. I can't seem to quite articulate what i want to say!

Cricket: Oh I will!! I have two in the cupboard already now... I can just imagine me deciding to freak out every now and then... Ahh if only HPT's were reusable... they're so damn expensive and at times it's just hard not to test...

Trillian: "Its possible, but also just as impossible that you're pg kwim?".
That's what i thought... i think??, i really just needed to get it out. And Anthony wouldn't talk about it... so i was stressing myself silly because he didn't want to acknowledge it, if that makes sense.

_JeSs_: I'm still unsure on how soon to test. The HPT's i bought say test at least 19 days after the last time you had unprotected sex, if you don't know when your AF is due. I think you can test 12-14DPO though.

Anyhow... I did a test and it was BFN, so i've stopped worrying for now. It could have been too early... as such i might test again before i start taking the minipill just in case.

Thanks all for your support.