Hello Soul,
I also feel excited and smile, sometimes cry happy tears thinking about it. I never had the chance last time to do a HPT and get my BFP the doctor did it all for me as i had no idea i was preg so i'm looking forward to getting MY BFP. I loved being preganant (apart form the really really bad morning sickness) I was so excited to feel my unborn child moving and kicking. It's an absolute mirracle that our bodies carry out when pregnant and the special bond between you and your unborn child is priceless.

Joining you in madness
Kelly