Aarrrgghhh, help me, I have fallen and I can't get up!!!............LOL.

Seriously though, I am so so doing terribly at the moment. Since we went away almost a month ago now, I just can't regroup. I can't figure out why. Things are the same. We have had a few illnesses, but nothing tooooo terrible. I know what I need to do and I am trying. But I see myself eat junk or just too much food or something I should choose because there's something better to have, but I do it any way. I think I shouldn't and do. What's with that?? I'm just getting fatter and fatter. Well I feel like I am. I have no idea if I am because I haven't weighed or measured myself for over a week. I'm not game enough to. I will be so upset if I've put on the whole 8kg I lost since DS2 was born....


Those of you who have lost alot of weight, well not even really, any weight, because 5kg is just as tough to lose as 35 if you're struggling like me! What helped you do it? What was it that really got you going? I have been trying so long, it's always on my mind. DS2 is almost 9mths old. When I had him, I had hoped to have been able to have lost at least 15-20kg by now. Seriously not unrealistic. I just don't know what to do. I can't focus.