I can remember one day something clicked in my head - I have no idea what triggered it lol - but I realised that I was the one making the bad choices. I somehow got a sense of being the only one holding myself back because I was always lying to myself and making excuses as to why it's all too hard.

One day I woke up and decided I was going to do it and stop making it such a big deal and I did. It sounds so silly but I really was the only one holding myself back - I just needed to stop blaming everything else and take some responsibility.

I wish I knew how that happened coz I would totally write a book if I did lol


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