Hi Lulu,

I'm sorry the stim cycle didn't work, and that you are feeling the sadness that goes with this...

Re: your plans: Amazing, isn't it, that once we are trying to concieve this way our lives become a series of logical plans - if I do this, then hopefully this will happen. I can see your determination. I hope and pray that these plans work for you.

Re: blood test - Thanks for telling me that. I can see the logic as to why. I just wish I knew the whole process, not bits and pieces. Maybe I need to chase it up with our FS.

I am feeling a lot better that things are actually moving. There were some dark, dark times there in the last 6 months. Still, I'm finding it hard to stay motivated at work. Thinking seriously of seeing a counsellor on my own - not to do with IVF (even our SD today confirmed that she seemed to be more worried about/interested in DH than me), and not DH's one (again, as he is more interested in DH than me). I thought about going to the work one, seeing it's work I'm having issues with at the moment. But not sure if bringing more people in the mix is going to help. I'll have to think about it...