Donor Conception General Chatter #8

[blizz]

I woke up with pains this morning as well and thought....no come on this is way to early!!!!....turned out it was gas!!!!!!

by the way does anybody have the number of the fairy that comes and waves her magic wand and finds a place for everything????????....even when you think you have no more space to spare??????????....I desperately need it now!!!!!!!!!!....my house is threatening to overfow with junk at the moment that I seriously CAN"T find a home for!!!!!!!

[Caramello]

by the way does anybody have the number of the fairy that comes and waves her magic wand and finds a place for everything????????....even when you think you have no more space to spare??????????....I desperately need it now!!!!!!!!!!....my house is threatening to overfow with junk at the moment that I seriously CAN"T find a home for!!!!!!!

When you find one, let me know!

Let me guess - you have braved the study again???

[blizz]

you have braved the study again???

Haven't even made it out of the lounge room/kitchen yet!!!!!
I am in soooooo much trouble....one of the girls in another forum suggested that we should water our house's to see if they may grow a bit....I'll try anything at this stage.
I get frustrated to easily at the moment and give up and sit on the couch.
might have a go at it tomorrow arvo when DD is in Daycare and DH has headed back to work,
We haven't had a meal at the table as a family yet because I CAN"T FIND IT!!!!!! under all of the stuff that has been chucked on it since before and after I finished work.
goal for tomorrow....clear the table so we can have a sit down family meal on Saturday when DH gets home.
must admit plaster dust and building mess also getting me down....but it will be worth it in the end....Laundry is starting to look good and suprising what a modern update can do for a room it looks bigger and more organisable, the tiler is supposed to be in on Saturday so I guess I'll hold off on doing my last proper clean up till then, mind you still have plumber and electrician to come back as well as bench top and cupboard doors to go in so might hold off a while longer if I can stand it.

[blizz]

Oh honey firstly.......... yes I to have been through this devestation when implants haven't taken, a couple of times at work which was really hard.
I think I just hardened myself to it with the attitude of oh well straight back in to it and I too would ring the clinic and say...what next for this month????
I think the hardest thing I've found is that through the whole process of IVF I have conditioned myself to expect the worse so that I won't be too devestated (it never really truely works though)
Another problem I have found is that in both of my PG's I have been waiting for things to go wrong again I think it was a hang up from the IVF processes so every time I go to the toilet I still check and expect to see (but still secretly hope not to see) something going wrong( I am getting a little better in the last part pf PG but still nervous IYKWIM
I think it is just the nature of IVF
jump back on the horse if they'll let you hon at least then YOU feel like you have some control in what is happening to you but don't forget to take a break for a cycle if you find it is getting to much it is amazing of what a month with out trying will do to give you a break from it all it is like a pressure is lifted but come the end of that month you are usually busting to get back in to things.
Does this make any sense????? It has been my experience to date.

[Caramello]

Oh Joy, here's some more hugs

The last time when I found out the IUI hadn't worked in February I burst into tears at work and had a long talk with my manager about everything.

Yes I definitely have had that thought - what will happen if we don't have children? I have thought of different scenarios.

These thoughts are there - but for the moment I've shrugged them off and started the IVF round again.

I don't go straight back into things again mainly for my own grieving process, plus I generally have other things going on. But when I feel ready I get back up and start again.

Blizz,

Oh dear - you really have the cleaning bug! Here's hoping you find a place for everything!

[Caramello]

Hey everyone,

Got the results back from the blood test this morning - I am where I should be now and will be starting Syranel tomorrow morning - probably at 6.30 am to tie in with work.

I'll let you know how I go.

[blizz]

wo-hoo honey good luck with the syranel

[Malyna]

joy, my thoughts are with you.

Gargy - good luck with the syranel - I was a brain dead goldfish on syneral. I was talking with Dustry about this and she said there has abeen a range of reactions (and mine was about the worst!).. Trust me to go all out with the reaction to the drug!!

I think somewhere I read that eating an orange afterwards takes the taste away (worth trying).

Blizz.. can you come and clean my place? You cleaning demon you!! Hope the renos get sorted before Angus makes his arrival - my bet is on the 30th October!

Take care everyone - sorry haven't been around lately, but i have been popping in now and then to check on you all

[MsPink]

Gargy - if you like a sleep in on the weekends...I suggest you re-assess the sniffing time. Has to be done the same time each day to prevent O and you really shouldnt be late. Just a suggestion. I do my needles etc at night and set my phone alarm for a daily reminder.
So glad you're starting....

[MsPink]

Joy - so sorry you got a BFN - it's so hard after all the had work and emotion. Good on you for looking onwards and upwards...it's the way to go.

Hope you're all enjoying the weekend...shame about the miserable weather in Sydney - but what can you do...

[Joy08]

Hi Blizz

Thanks for sharing your experience. Did you get really upset each time you were not pregnant? I am so upset at the moment - just keep crying! DH is worried bout me! I think it's just such an emotional journey and your hormones are all over the place it's really hard taking the news that you are not pregnant! I have been thinking all day today... 'what if I can never get pregnant?' then that just starts me off crying again! Has anyone else ever had this thought? I really didn't think I would be this upset with a BFN. I know this will make me stronger and all that but just a little hard at the moment. AF turned up today so I am going to call the clinic tomorrow and find out what our next step is. Not sure if they would like us to wait until next month to do a transfer or if we will go straight into it this month.

Thanks for listening ladies... I dont know where I would be without your kind words and support!!!

p.s Blizz if you find the number for the fairy please send her my way!!