Oh Gargy, I can't quite imagine what it's like as I haven't embarked on IVF treatment yet, but I'm quite excited for you. Go the syranel !!(I'll probably look back at this post in a few months and go, what was I thinking??)
Joy, I hope as the days pass, the hurt and sadness at your BFN result become a little less.
Blizz, what you say below about needing to feel like you have some sort of control in the process, is so true for me. My frustration is building as I hang 'in limbo', and I really just want to embark on the next chapter, whatever that may be. We have another appointment with DH's FS (sperm guru)tomorrow morning to do a whole battery of tests and scans (the FS even mentioned looking for a possible tumor which freaked me a tad and put a little perspective on having child versus ensuring DH is healthy), so I'm really hoping after this round of tests we'll be a step closer to...well, somewhere!
to you all from gloomy, winter has returned with a vengeance, Melbourne.
good luck with the tests Joy, I had a day off the computer yesterday, wouldn't let myself turn it on and I got heaps accomplished, have to do some stuff for DH's buisness this morning then I am going to do the same again and turn off the computer (not even allowing myself to turn it on tonight when I have finished my tasks for the day need early nights more importantly)
will check in to make sure everybody is oK though but only briefly for a little while.
Maybe I need to do this as well - the syranel is definitely kicking in - got very impatient with DH tonight! (as well as substituting Joy's name for Lieve - sorry Lieve!)
Also had the allergy test today - I am allergic to household and compost MOULD! Which means I may never lift a finger in the garden or clean a bathroom again You should have seen DH's face when I told him that he will have to clean the bathroom in future!
I'm getting an X-Ray and CT scan tomorrow morning very early so I will have to go to bed very soon...
hey I sused the bathroom thing out years ago...all bathroom cleaners effect my asthma so DH has been the official bathroom cleaner for quite a few years now
good luck with your tests Gargy, hope they help to sort some answers out for you.
I am going to dissappear again shortly having a can't be bothered week this week, DD is due to wake any minute now and I need to organise some tea for us will be in bed early tonight...hope all are well
Just thought I would let you all know I am ok! I think I was really hormonal when I wrote my last post!! I mean I am still disappointed but I am ready for the next step! I am focusing on getting my body and mind ready... been doing lots of exercise (which I think is helping me feel good!) eating well & just thinking in a positive way.
Our next FS appt is on 27th October... so will organise our FET then. I have my next acupuncture session tomorrow so looking forward to that...
Gargy - How is the synarel going? Are you thinking of doing acupuncture?
Blizz - Not long to go now!! How exciting!!
Lieve - I hope the tests went well... thinking of you
Well that's all from me for now... will be back sometime over the weekend to catch up with you all
to you all from gloomy, winter has returned with a vengeance, Melbourne.
You should have seen DH's face when I told him that he will have to clean the bathroom in future! 
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