Thanks for all your support and hugs ladies, makes a world of difference knowing someone else knows what you're going through and although it sometimes feels like it, I'm not alone. Work has been a struggle this week, it's so quiet and I just can't get motivated when there's no pressure on. I'm almost looking forward to everything getting back to normal in the next week or so. But, on the flip side i've just quietly booked myself in for a pampering facial on Friday.