I put on a lot of weight with every pregnancy and lost all my confidence and self-esteem. After having DD3 I decided I was getting 'me' back. Two weeks after having DD3 I went into weight watchers and signed up, I lost 5.5kgs in the 1st two weeks. I feel so much better about myself, I've been doing my hair and a little make-up. DH said yesterday, that I look like the old me. I feel like the old me, I feel happy. I have a LOT of weight to lose and I am going to do it. It's amazing how much difference a weight loss meeting and a few kilos have made. Would something like that be a option for you?