Inner turmoil re justifying your lifestyle.

[sarah85]

I feel a bit that way some days too - I have a few friends going through disastrous relationship break-ups...and my DH and I are so strong...

A bit like the other posts, I try to remember that things come and go, all the time. And I'm trying to enjoy what we have right now and not feel guilty about having it. I don't even know if that makes sense - excuse my preggo brain!

[Mak]

Well done to be able to be happy with where you are at - not sure how many people stop to smell the roses whilst they are blooming! A little off track and perhaps from another angle but I feel part of it is being happy in the choices/decisions you make too.
It can be easy to get caught up in a comparison game and forget what your own personal aims ITMS. So some people place different importance on different things and can be happy in situations that others aren't.

[Smoke Jaguar]

So some people place different importance on different things and can be happy in situations that others aren't.

Definitely! I can't imagine too many people being happy living on 160acres near a country town, even if we WERE in a house - and *gasp* some people hate cattle and horses...so the best we can hope for is that our friends find what they value and live accordingly. I get frustrated with friends who just won't spend the time figuring out what they value and then just pointing themselves in the right direction to get to where they want - they just get caught up in the chatter of other people's values and the 'should-ing' instead of being true to themselves.
I've got a good friend who just told me she's kicked her DH out - and I couldn't be happier for her, because it's long overdue! For her, that's her aligning herself with her values. Sad from some people's perspectives, but just what her life needs, IYKWIM.

[*Ang*]

've got a good friend who just told me she's kicked her DH out - and I couldn't be happier for her, because it's long overdue! For her, that's her aligning herself with her values. Sad from some people's perspectives, but just what her life needs, IYKWIM.

Oh I definitely get what you mean, I suppose I am more looking at it from the perspective of the people that are really struggling whether that be emotionally or financially and they don't appear to be "happy" with much.

Take my gf, this morning at coffee, she was nearly in tears telling me a) about her pr@#k of a DH who has left her and 4 kids and b) she is struggling to feed them cause she was a SAHM with no income and her DH has cut all access to monies. Thats when I get all sad and feel bad/guilty discussing how happy DH and I are and how I just bought a Kitchen Aid mixer which I love!

What i'm trying to say is that their lives aren't "worse" than yours...they may be struggling in certain areas but thats only so that they can gain strengths in those areas kwim? They're infact being given a gift.

I suppose I am having trouble seeing where "the gift" is for them atm, when everything just seems so bad.

And yes I am very lucky that we are so happy, and I count my blessings every day in relation to that.

[C~Q]

I suppose I am having trouble seeing where "the gift" is for them atm, when everything just seems so bad.

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Totally, it's one of the hardest things to do in the world. But I gave up trying to work out why 1.people do the things they do and 2. the things that happen, happen. It's a big waste of time because you'll never know! Sometimes with hindsight you can look back but not always. I look back on when we first moved here...so broke we ate mutton pasta every night. I once found $2 and snuck into Maccas to have a cheeseburger terrified that (X)DH would see me because we needed the $2 :O Seriously...it taught me to appreciate what I have now I tell yopu! I could go on...but you get the point x

[Smoke Jaguar]

The 'gift' is for them to find - it's not your job, it's your job to be there for them

[widdly]

Ang, I totally felt like you about 6 years ago. I was married to my bestie, TTC, and loving my perfect life while my friends seemed to be having all sorts of dramas. Well fast forward, I had secondary infertility, my marriage collapsed, my husband shacked up with my friend and I was feeling that my life was in ruins, meanwhile my friends were happily getting married and having babies. What goes around comes around. Enjoy what you have now, sounds like you are very blessed x