I'm hoping this is the right place for my thread..

I have my first relationship counseling appointment on monday and i am so nervous! I have never spoken to a professional about much of my life especially my relationship with my DP. Hes(DP) told me to be 100% honest and thats what im frightened of.. i'm worried about judgement, i know that its not what it will be about but i have it in my head that when i explain my situation ill be told that i jumped into a serious relationship too soon and thats why we have so many issues. I'm also worried that they will say nothing is wrong and it is all ME.

But what i am most worried about overall is i know they will bring up my father which is such a touchy subject for me. It brings out the worst in me, thinking about him makes me tense up and i usually always cry. Then there is my mother, we have such bad history... i'm starting to do what i always do.. i tell myself that i am over reacting and i run away and hide..

I also have my first counseling appt for my PND on tuesday so two days in a row... i know ill just be emotionally drained afterwards. But this time a lady is coming to my house, i'm hoping that it will make me feel more comfortable.

can anyone shed some light on both of these counseling appts? What kind of questions do they ask, did it work for you?