My temper. It has been worse than ever this year - I seem to have a lot of anger at the universe inside me, and it doesn't take much to let it out. Complete strangers cop it, often. I have shoved someone, I have hit a car with an object (just for not stopping at a ped crossing) I have kicked cars while out on my bike, I swear frequently. All to people I've never met.

I also hold grudges. A friend once made a comment about the aforementioned behaviours, and I am fighting constantly not to say something nasty back, but I know that eventually I will. I have this intense need to "get back at" people if something happens that hurts me. Doesn't even have to be their fault.

Sigh.