Hi Clare and Rachel,
At the moment I am just trying to get through one day at a time. The depression from the pain I have is hard to handle. The more pain and bleeding I get the worse I feel. I thought I got the Mirena to help with the pain but all I have gotten is more bleeding and I really think more pain. The last couple of days I thought the bleeding had slowed to spotting but it is getting heavyer. The worst part is the endo on the bowel, I can't stop that from getting irritated. I suppose I am sick of all the "catch 22's" that seem to just cause so much greif for me also.

Clare: It seems Aussie is becoming more and more like America. But at least for now we do have a system that has public care. So I can be greatful for that. The hardest part is slowing the coffee down. (I have coffee running through my veins lol)

Rachel: We have spoken before in another forum. Huge hugs, Your so young! I am so sorry to hear of all your pain. When I was preg with Miss D the endo on my bowel was still very painful and I did use pan forte to help with the pain. So there is a chance that when you become pregnant the pain will not ease but become worse as you can't take so many pain killers. I am trying to stay strong, its just very hard sometimes. You also have to stay strong and I hope you get your dream baby, I will warn you it could be a very hard pregnancy but everything you go through makes that little bundle more precious.
Take care
Chris