I havent been in here for awhile, thats bçoz i was too scared. The thought of all this is still too much to handle, i was diagnosed in June 05 and hav had a round of clomaphene and primolot to help me ovulate so i could do a round of A.I, that fell through though, I had been feeling unwell for quite a few weeks so i went to the doctor and we did a pregnancy test and it came up with a faint positive line so i did another test and it came up the same, so my doc sent off for a blood test to see what the results were, she told me to prepare myself and my partner for parenthood so naurally i started to get excited then came the phone call with the results and the doc informed me that there was no way i could be pregnant, when those words came out of her mouth it was like a massive kick to the stomach, i cried for hours, I kept asking myself why god would be so cruel to give me two test that came up positive then a negative blood test. To have the one thing in this world that is so important to me to have it put right in front of me then take it away is just the cruelest thing.