Thanking you Astrolady and Sal, wonderful to hear of your experiences which were quite different.

Knowing that you conceived naturally after Zoladex gives me some hope. that is what i would prefer to try and ive told the gyno so (when he mentioned going on the pill and then ivf and how i feel about that, i started crying so i guess he knows how i feel about it!) i then changed his tune to- oh yes well you can try naturally for a few months then. this is what i will do. i am just a little disturbed about the aftermath of taking this drug that is implanted. i was always a believer that all drugs, chemical, hormones need to be out of your system before you conceive. i dont like the thought of conceiving a child pumped full of god knows what. but then if i wait a few months for my system to clear, some endo might come back apparently. this is my quandary.

anyways, thank you for your stories, its helped me greatly.

B.