Docs removed the endo but apparently theres still little bits 'floating around' that they want to target. thats why im on zoladex, to get rid of that apparently. its just weird all this hardcore treatment as i never have felt any pain at all. i used to feel privileged to never have period pain. it was only because i was unsuccessful in TTC that this was checked out at all. surely the endo must have been severe to have a lap and then be put on zoladex?

and yes this is my first cycle on zoladex. id rather not be on it, but what if what the doc is recommending is right? im so confused and over it really. this stuff makes me question whether im supposed to have kids. i was much happier trying and being unsuccessful to now not knowing what the hell is going on and being out of control of my own body, and not knowing what this drug will do to me (or my unborn child).

still confused and upset but just going with the flow......thanks for your words, B.