Thanks Mummy&Daddy.

I am aware that it's unlikely anyone can give me any definitive answers on here. I'm just so thankful that I can vent this here on BB and there are beautiful people like you who are able to offer support or suggestions. It means so much to have access to a group like this.

I have to go and teach a fitness class in half an hour - and I really just feel like crying... or going to bed. LOL. I'll be up on stage with the disco lights and spotlights on me.... and I'm just not sure I can handle it right now. I am going to go anyway - I'll probably feel better afterwards