Belfie I know how you feel hun. This is what I'm going through at the moment. I hit 7 months next week but its getting hard. I think i'll soon cut back.
I had a bad bout of gastro yest and lost 250mls! Nearly two bottles worth that I couldn;t pump and don;t think I'll get back I have more in the freezer but my freezer is in Sydney and I'm in Adelaide until sunday!