Welcome Takingthelongway. Wow at getting about 900mls a day. That's great!

In those first few months my goals were really very short. It started day to day, then week to week etc. It was probably around 4 months that I felt I could go to 6 months and then I think my stubbornness set in, so I went to 12.

I totally get the wishing at each express session you were directly feeding. I had that up until I stopped, and even after. I'm glad you've found BB and this thread because it is a great support.