Totally.. Sometimes I just wanna scream when DH comes home with yet another invite out for a social activity with his mates, because I'm so jealous of his flourishing social life. I'm sure it gets better as they get older and are less dependent. I'm going on nearly 4 years of continuous bfing & pregnancy and I'm dyyyyyyyying for some personal time and space. Don't beat yourself up. Try to arrange something each week that is just for you.