Oh Kim it is horible being torn over the issue of whether or not to have more kids. I get so clucky around newborns and I can sit and cuddle them all day and wish they were mine, but when it gets to the end of the day and I have to get my 2 year old into bed, i am thankful there are no other babies in my house.

I know that I dont want any more babies with DS dad, but i can imagine myself being happy to have a couple more in many years time if I meet a lovely guy.....