DH and I decided we hae had enough children and he would book in for the snip. Now that it has become so final I am having cold feet. I think I want one more

I started packing up baby things and couldnt help but keep a pile of my faourite things 'just in case'. I dont really think I have thorught it through too much - just lead by my heart and not my mind. Pracitcalities haven't really come into it yet. I have already sold my maternity things but now it has come to the newborn things I can't seem to do it. I'm torn and I can't really say why other than my heart wants one more. I can see myself with six children - but would neer go beyond that so if we had one more that would definitly be it - and not sure about DH - he keeps asking if im sure and would probably have another to keep me happy though he would prefer not too.

We have five beautful boys who keep us on our toes no end. It is very busy and everything has to be organised well but we do have a lot of fun and they adore each other. Everywhere I look people are pregnant and I can't get it out of my mind now. How have others decided to finish building their families - heart or mind? and if its mind - how do you get your heart to stop thinking "what if..."