A strange chest pain...

[Santosha]

OOPS... I feel very silly now.

I was just being a bit abstract and silly... I didn't actually mean that I think there's something wrong with my heart! SORRY.

I was writing about how I've been feeling since my little girl came into my life. My heart feels so full of love all the time. Everything that happens to her is such an intense emotional experience. When she smiles, I feel like my heart might burst with joy. When she's sad, my heart aches for her. When I start to fret about her getting sick or hurt or anything, I feel sick with fear. When I'm cuddled up in bed with her, I just vibrate with love and contentment. I'm just finding this motherhood thing so overwhelmingly wonderful and emotional and incredible... I just had to write about it.

Shame I chose to do it in a way that made everyone think I'm sick, not happy!!! I thought my meaning would be picked up by the last bit I wrote and then my ticker but I was being a bit obtuse I guess! Thanks so much to you gorgeous girls for your concern.

Happy three moths beautiful girl, your mother is a nutter but she loves you more than anything she's ever experienced!