I was just being a bit abstract and silly... I didn't actually mean that I think there's something wrong with my heart! SORRY.
I was writing about how I've been feeling since my little girl came into my life. My heart feels so full of love all the time. Everything that happens to her is such an intense emotional experience. When she smiles, I feel like my heart might burst with joy. When she's sad, my heart aches for her. When I start to fret about her getting sick or hurt or anything, I feel sick with fear. When I'm cuddled up in bed with her, I just vibrate with love and contentment. I'm just finding this motherhood thing so overwhelmingly wonderful and emotional and incredible... I just had to write about it.
Shame I chose to do it in a way that made everyone think I'm sick, not happy!!! I thought my meaning would be picked up by the last bit I wrote and then my ticker but I was being a bit obtuse I guess! Thanks so much to you gorgeous girls for your concern.
Happy three moths beautiful girl, your mother is a nutter but she loves you more than anything she's ever experienced!
Last edited by Santosha; July 27th, 2009 at 07:47 PM.
: typo
Thanks hun. I still feel like a dumb@*s!! Reading back I can see how everyone got the wrong idea. Here I was thinking I was being clever! I shall be straight-to-the point from here on in... Nah, who am I kidding?! I'll try and be a bit less alarmist though I promise!
Hahaha! I was watching this thread, i had no practical advice the other posters hadn't already suggested, but was watching to see that you were ok as chest pains can be dangerous! lol
Bookmarks