No he hasnt really told me why.. But I think ive scared him off! He wants to travel and live a little but its more than that. I really hope he changes his mind because I really do think its a deal breaker. I think after we have settled the current issues then ill bring it up again anf set i straight.
It was hard tonight I went a bit nuts and bagged up ALL of DDs old clothes.. Everything really (cried most of the time too :-( ). Organised to have her change table and bassinet taken by a newly pg friend of the family. I was so angry at him and getting huffy and then I realised that I chose to go and do that. But I have to get rid of her stufff.. If we arent having one for some time if ever. I cant keep being reminded of it all. I spoke to my MIL and she just reminded me we can get new things later on if plans change.. But I need to get her stuff out so I can not be reminded every tine I walk in there. Is that weird or wrong of me?
Im cranky at myself fir being so crazy. But im just sad. Very very sad.