Oh wow, I could have written this thread myself. I am so stuck ATM. We've already been TTCing 12months now, and the longer it goes on, the less I want it. My babies aren't babies any more, I have a bit of independence. I almost have my body back (still have 1 feed a day). But there's still that little voice in there that says 'what if?'
Maybe I should start a thread instead that asks what made you stop lol. I just cannot decide whether the pro outweigh the cons or vice versa.