Why do you want more Children?

[mumma_lion]

When I had DD I felt that our family was complete. It took 5 1/2 years for me to want another one. After DS was born it did not feel the same as with DD (like me family was complete don't get me wrong I love my DS heaps he's a mummy's boy) How will another children fit in DD is with DH and DS is with me. I am not worried about the pregnacy or the birth (maybe a little about the making the baby part - DH and I don't have much adult time he works alot, and the time he does have at home the kids are with him) - but we will work something out. The main thing I am worried about is the BFing I only BF DD at night just before we went to sleep, that only lasted 5 or 6 weeks. DS everything was going well till about day 3 and he just kept crying so I gave him a bottle. I would BF him first and then if he wanted more I would give him FF. Then we had BF refusal and only would take the bottle, so I just expressed and gave that to him plus FF I did this till he was about 7 months old.
It is very hard I feel gutted that I would not do it sucessfully. Maybe I should not even try BF this time around and just FF from birth. You don't realise what you are really worried about till you get it out, I can't talk to DH about BF because he is not really for BF, he says why bother just FF so how easier.