Hi,
I have been a SAHM for the last 2.5 years and for most of my life thats all I have ever wanted ... To Be A Mum .. To Keep A Clean House .. To Have Dinner Ready For My DH ... I know I sound very 1950's .. but it's what I wanted ... or so I thought.

I feel like I don't know who I am anymore, I feel like no matter how long I clean the house for..it's never clean enough. I feel like I need to spend more time with my children, but when I do .. the house takes 2 days to get back to remotly livable.

I feel like I just need some time for myself just for a few days ... I don't know who I am anymore apart ffrom being my babies mum.

I have a real passion for photography and want to start my own business, but this takes alot of time, time that I just don't have. I am starting to get a little depressed, I have no real friendships apart from family and life just seems a bit passionless. How do I ignite the passion in my life?

Am I just a dismal failure at being a house wife?

Any tips or help would be really appriciated.

Thanks
Summer