Lou Lou, I am sorry to hear things are so rosy for you at the moment. Use BB if you need to, we are good for leaning on and providing support. Don't feel you have to stick to the LTTTC threads either, there are other support or vent threads that may help you too.
xx
BTW being a bit OT and girlie here but I love your avatar particularly the psychedelic background. One of my favs!