Thank you Nickle, I am very comfortable with my decision to FF although I am not AGAINST breastfeeding my new baby - if I feel the urge to do it when he/she is here then I will give it a go. But at this point in time I very much happy with my decision to FF based on how I feel about it emotionally and physically. As I said, I do still have some pain around my scars and my boobs already feel a bit tight and uncomfortable as they have had to stretch so much already with the pregnancy. I know it's a little too late now (LOL) but I had definitely not intended to be pregnant only 5 months after my surgery so my poor boobies have already been through so much. I just want to avoid any further issues or complications with them. I was back in hospital twice within a few months of my surgery to have fluid drained, and then again I had to be put under a GA to have infections drained. I haven't had the best luck with the recovery and I just want to avoid anymore pain or problems.
Also, if they do sag and look awful I think I will be really upset, with my last pregnancy I went up to an L cup once I was breastfeeding (that wasn't a typo, I was an L cup!) and after losing pregnancy weight plus a bit more I got down to an H cup - I then went down to a DD-E cup with my surgery & had 2.2kgs removed! So, my boobs are literally a big part of my life LOL and I just want to focus on something else for a while, it has all been about boobs, boobs, boobs for a long time so I just want to leave them alone for a while if that makes sense!