Look, it's really up to you to decide what you want to do. It's clearly still painful for you and I do understand because my son refused the breast at 5 months and there wasn't anything I could do about it.

The feelings that went through me when I had to open that damn tin of formula were many and horrible. I wanted to BF dammit, I'd never considered FFing. I was frightened of what was in that tin cos I didn't put it there ykwim?

Now we all know breast is best, but just because someone says that doesn't mean they are saying you suck because you don't BF.

At the very least, you should try (for your own sake hun ) to instead believe that someone is just merely talking of the benefits of BF xoxoxoxo