Oh hun What an awful run you have had. That is a lot to deal with and I am not surprised that you feel like you are running out of strength.

I am not sure that I can give you much advice, but I am sure you will find the strength. Just remember to look after yourself too. You need to refresh and recharge your batteries in order to have anything to give, so don't neglect yourself.

I certainly hope that is the end of bad news now for you, and the good news can start happening.