Hi Renee,

I have done a HEAP of colonscopies (as in, assisted doctors - I'm a nurse). It is actually pretty unusual for people to be "awake" during the procedure or to remember it. You will be given a sedative and most people "space out" on it and don't remember a thing. If you have concerns about being aware of what happens or retaining memory of the proceedure - have a chat to the anethetist before hand. They are usually pretty good about it. Also discuss your concerns with your doctor. The sedative helps to relax you and your muscles which makes it easier to insert and manouver the scope and should help prevent any pain afterwards.

I have a very close friend who has regular colonoscopies and with his last one, he wasn't quiet "asleep" when they inserted it and he piped up with "Well, HELLO!" and then went to sleep . He has no memory of it - the doctor told him afterwards.
I recently had a gastroscope (other end) and can't remember anything other than the anethetist cannulating me (putting the needle in my hand).

HTH and hope you can get in to see your GP soon.

MG