I need to get this out!
Argh why does it take so long to get a diagnosis!
ive had to take so many sick days from work my boss is really putting the pressure on and i feel my job is on the line but its taking forever to figure out whats wrong with me im so exhausted, dizzy, short of breath etc...
Ive just had to recover from 3 years of Postnatal depression then i get hit with Uterine, bowel and bladder prolapses and then find out i have Ehlers Danlos/ Joint hypermobility sydrome were slowly getting closer and might be chronic fatigue syndrome but i have an echocardiogram tomorrow to rule out heart problems
Honestly i feel like im just hanging in there and it annoys me that i feel like im failing my family and work