This is really hard for me to say, most people who know me don't know this side of me and i am very embarassed to admit it but i think i need some help with it.

Ever since i was about 13/14 i have had a serious anger problem. I fly off the handle for no reason. The tiniest things will set me off for hours. When i was a teenager i was taken to the drs and just told it was hormones and i will settle down as i get older..

My mum would buy me Vitamin B6 to make me 'happy' which worked for a short time but then it didnt work anymore and she gave up (well she kicked me out)

My anger has been a problem in my relationship with DP. I have fits of anger where i just yell and yell, i used to be quite physical which would end with him just shaking me until i stopped and then id spend an hour just bawling my eyes out.

When i was pregnant i mellowed out, i would cry all the time but DP said he prefered that to my anger. But now since having DD my anger has come back and the past few weeks i just yell all the time.

I have moments of being really unreasonable. But i cant help the anger, i have tried to stop myself from yelling by breathing in and out but it just comes out. I feel all hot and i feel like my head will explode.

I'm taking myself to the drs this week about it, would they put me on some kind of anti depressant to make me happy.. or would it be hormone related??