Wow, what a day you have had. I think the title is very fitting!!! I reckon no googling for you on any topics starting with L OK, you are just going to freak yourself out. Go and spend this week pampering and detoxing yurself so you feel 100% to tackle whatever comes your way. You are such a strong awesome woman!

Have you realy not told anyone IRL? Have you got someone to go with you to the appointments?

Thinking and praying for you.