MD - sending you energy to help you get through this

Actually you may find that the oncology treatment area isn't as stark as first glimpses give you - I used to go weekly with mum for nearly 2 years (and for 10 years before that visiting her haematologist who's rooms are just down the corridor) and the strength and optimism of the people there used to floor me every time I'd walk through the door.

Take things day by day. Nourish your body with good food, good thoughts, good friends. We're all here to give you any support you need, day or night.