God I wish I could pull him out. I mean until this we were very happy with the centre, but this is frightening me. But I can't work without childcare and the waitlists are HUGE. I'm scared that we'll end up with me at home and no childcare and not able to pay the mortgage. And I'm also scared it will scar DS.

Yes maybe I'm overreacting. But I don't want to find out years later I wasn't. KWIM?