Hi guys, again sorry for the mad-woman rant...
I forgot to mention she turned 8 mths a few days ago ...and yes, that second tooth is just under the surface and she has the tail end of a cold...so yeah, she's been VERY clingy...I just find that if I don't get even a half hour of quiet time to myself, where I know she is asleep and I can relax...then that's all I need to recharge and go for the next rounds. Hence, I am just not wanting to be a mum right now and that's awful for me to feel that way...

I am just surrounded by peopke right now saying "wean her...", "give her formula for the feed right before bed", "gotta get her off the habit of feeding to sleep" "co-sleeping is not good" etc. My Fiance and I are getting married in Hawaii in July (15th) and he wants to go for a 3 day honeymoon and at this stage it's gonna be impossible for anyone to look after her because she does feed to sleep and she does co-sleep with me and feed whenever she wants through the night....Just feelin the pressure, that's all...

Added to that, she has disovered she loves to bite my nipples when she is breastfeeding...she really clamps down and just bites and won't let go. Last night she did it 4 or 5 times until I just burst into tears.