Milly, I feel like that pretty much all the time. Read some of the posts I've started, you'll soon feel like a better parent lol. I love the little pic going around on FB saying "I just watched hoarders. My house suddenly looks so much cleaner" or something along those lines. I try to keep that in mind when I feel like I'm not coping as a parent. My kids are happy, healthy, well-fed, clothed, have clean beds and a relatively clean roof over their heads, they haven't been taken away by DOCS. I must be getting something right. Right?!